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What is it like to keep tabs on the ones that wronged you?
To never let the thought of them leave your mind,
Because you’re all too consumed with everything you wished you said,
Wished you’d have done, and it would still have never been enough,
I never wish to know if we were lying,
But I now it all too well,
Because you can’t let go of me,
And that keeps me trapped in your circle,
Desperate to escape your orbit,
But we both know there’s something about being wrapped in your gravity,
That we can’t escape
This sick, toxic thing we refuse to give name,
It never leaves our minds long,
And we’re left trailing behind the dust we’ve thought we left in the past,
So eager to catch the trail that leads us down another rabbit hole…