in your head

So beautiful,
Because you can’t see the ugly,
Only want what you can’t have,
That’s why you cling to this version you created in your head,
She’s perfect,
Smart, sexy and only has eyes for you,
Only looked your way,
And she only existed in your head,
Blinded by your greed and lust,
You turned me into a monster
A slave to you, and your wants,
No longer caring about the damage and bruises,
So beautiful,
Because you choose to overlook the ugly you create,
And leave me to the corner
To nurse my wounds,
Clinging to what was once truly beautiful ad safe,