happiness?

Are you happier now?
That you feel you’ve won,
That the game changed to benefit you in the end,
Or are you still miserable,
Knowing I’m happy,
And so is he, and she,
A whole that you’ve crashed into,
Only for it to be mended behind your back,
While you were wallowing in self pity,
Something else found its way, underneath,
And built a love stronger than content,
Better than what you pretended it was,
And yet you love to play wounded,
As though the night claims you as a sad song,
Only playing your tragedies to other broken hearts,
And those you’ve fooled into your cause,
No matter the game, are you happy?
Because you gave up a good thing,
Abused and ruin the love the ran freely,
And now I laugh at how you conjure up ways to paint yourself the victim in our beautiful
outcome,
Where you no longer have a chance at what I healed,
What I was able to love and change,Despite your claims, and anger.
Are you happier now?
That you feel you’ve won,
In this game of tragic lies.

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